Changes

I apologize for not updating much this week. My goal is to get at least one post a week, but I've found it to be especially difficult this week.
It's been a hard week as I have returned to work. I cried Tuesday as I left my precious baby with Granna, on my drive in, when I walked into work, and pretty much any time I thought about Sam the rest of the day. I even cried Tuesday night when I got home and saw him! The rest of the week has gotten easier, though, and I even felt pretty good Friday as I drove in. However, I'm exhausted from working and all kinds of worries and other thoughts are continually flooding my mind.
For the time being, Granna has moved in with us. She'll stay for a couple of weeks at which point Nai Nai will move in and stay a couple of weeks before she returns to China. Our goal is to keep Sam out of daycare until March so that his immune system will be a little stronger and the other sicknesses will hopefully have passed by then. When he does go to daycare, he'll actually just be going to work with me as I work in administration at a daycare/preschool/elementary. He'll be just a few short feet away from me all the time and I can't wait until March for this reason!
I'm also continually searching for an outside source to pay me to be a stay at home mom. If you know of any such source, please let me know. I'm in desperate need. ;)

Granna and Sam having SO MUCH fun:

Sam is voicing his displeasure at me leaving (or at least I'd like to think that...)

Sam, Josh and Me

Sam and Josh goofing around:

Beautiful Sam looking at the new boy that comes to visit sometimes. Sam is wondering how his Nai Nai is holding him AND the new boy at the same time...